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Are y'all tired of me bumming y'all out?  *head nods all around*  Me too.  So on to something else.  I finished my vision board and if I must say so myself, it is lover-ly.  I love it.  I wanted to do a real live cut and paste board but I haven't been reading any mags so I had no idea what kind of pics I wanted.  I heard from one of my peeps in Twi.tterland about the ones on the Op.rah website.  I remember I did one a couple of years back but I don't think I ever finished it.  So without further a due...here is my vision for 2011.

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I am so in love with these visions...it is truly giving me life. 

I have Positivity and NO FEAR in the center because I believe these things will change my life.  I need to keep positive thoughts all around me to keep the fear far far away. 

The scriptures that are posted are scriptures that are speaking to me right now.  The one from Proverbs is the one that I an trying so hard to live my life by but it is so hard.  I analyze and analyze backtrack and then analyze again.  I need to just stop it let God handle it and go to him what my questions and trust that he will answer.  The scripture from Ephesians...it just like come on!  Exceedingly Abundantly!!! I need to realize that I am worthy of that.  I have to forgive myself for my past transgressions.  He has always forgiven me.  I have to work on that within myself.

Quiet time, prayer and reading my bible: This is something that is needed in my life and when I have it I feel calm and centered.  It is a necessity.  I didn't finish reading Proverbs, blah. I think I get to Ch 6 for reading and only journalled to Ch 3.  If anyone wants a reading pat'nah, let me know.  I am gonna pick it back up though. 

Heathly food, activity for my body and drinking water: I will be 33 on my birthday in April and I need to take better care of my body.  I want to be around to torment my great grandchildren so... And also there are so many people in my family that have experienced all of these diseases that seem to be taking us out.  I don't want that.  I have been drinking more water lately and I feel the effects.  Please notice that I did not write "exercise".  I think this work has an ill effect on my thinking.  I think activity is better for me.  I have been wearing out that MJ game.  It may not be this conventional way but hey I end up drenched in sweat. 

There are some other things on there about school and my career and of course saving money.  I really need to do this since I will be out of a job in a year while I student teach. 

The last one that I will discuss here is "Be Purposeful in my relationship with my Son".  I think I have just been a go with the flow type of mom.  In some ways this is good but I think I need a plan for him and for our family.  I know that I want to be successful so he never has to worry a day in his life about clothes or food or having the things that he needs for his extra curricular activities.  I also want him to be an intelligent, successful, respectable man in society.  I want so much for him and I want to instill the values in him that he will want and have confidence in wanting things for himself.  I believe that God blessed me with this child in particular for a reason. 

So that is my vision for 2011.  Now, on to the next...