I have been really contemplative lately. I think this is a good thing. To me it means that I am beginning to shake the scattered feeling and think and pray like I should.
When I am feeling this anxious and scattered feeling I turn in on myself. I get really quiet when I want to be anything but. I don’t want to bother anyone with my issues and thoughts so I don’t really talk to anyone. Why do I do this when what I really NEED is to talk to someone?
I am not gonna lie and say that I don’t look back at my past relationships and think about how my lack of expression may have played a part in their demise.
When I think that any of my friends are going through something I ask if they need to talk. I am a good listener. When I ask if they need to talk, I really mean it. I don’t mind at all. Why can’t I feel that I ask someone when I need to talk? Why do I not feel comfortable asking for someone to listen to me? Why do I feel like a bother to others?
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On the Rock
17 hours ago
1 comments:
I can sort of relate to this. I'm the one my friends come to talk to when something is wrong. I welcome it because I don't mind listening and offering some other perspective as well. However, I don't run to them with my issues. It's not that I think they won't listen and provide good perspective; I just don't like forking over all my feelings and scrambled thoughts to people I know. It's one of the reasons I started blogging. I was just a random anonymous blogger spilling my feelings. Now, even though I've met some of my readers and other bloggers, I still feel like it's a safe zone.
Also, there is absolutely nothing wrong with seeing a therapist.
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